Things are lot better since the last time I posted an entry here. I was able to finish the book I borrowed from Billie and I spent a lot of time with my Mom, Dad, Sister and most specially my Sykes family.
Last Friday, after I attended the Megamall Jobfair, me and my team mates went to Central in Pioneer. It was a blast. Had so much fun even though it’s late and way past my bed time… I miss being able to stay up all night and not feel sleepy at all, I also miss drinking (though am not really a drinker) and I miss smoking. Oh well di bale this time next year I’m sure I can na ulit. hehe…
Saturday (Nov 29), It’s my Mother-in-law’s birthday, after staying at my parents house for 3 consecutive nights, I have no choice but to go home. Alex fetched me then we went to MOA. Together with the Valencia Clan, we watched the mall parade and ate dinner afterwards. Alex and I haven’t had a chance to really talk to each other about certain things, but I guess we’re good. Much better I can say.
Sunday (Nov 30), My mother-in-law had a medical mission on her office so again the whole family is there to support her.
Monday (Dec 1), Good thing it’s still no work day, had the chance to sleep well. It’s the third day celebration of Mama Odette’s birthday. The whole clan went to Star City and though most of the time I was just sitting and watching the kids enjoy the rides, I still enjoyed the whole experience. I even got a few pens from the shooting game that Alex played.
With all these… I came to realize what I used to believe, that : “Happiness has always been a matter of choice”. I’m already in this relationship, I chose to be forever committed to Alex and his whole family. I loved him and the whole family in the first place so why would I bother let little things / misunderstandings get in the way of a beautiful life ahead of us. Oh well, I’m a lot better now. I’ve decided to be more optimistic about things and I can see it’s really working. I’m enjoying my life now. Good thing that in the process of this realization, a lot of people I love and adore is there for me. Without them I just can’t imagine what could have happened.
